so its the same old shit but a different day. i came home for a few days while i was being relieved of target duties. i might call out on friday and stay an extra day so i can see my dad, but im not sure. i like being in my stomping grounds, it gives me a feeling of nostalgia, and i have come to realize that nostalgia is not always a bad thing.
so yesterday i saw rebecca for what might be the last time in awhile. it was very plesant and we had an adventure of our own when we brought floyd and zeke on a carride to TJ's job. it was interesting to say the least. i also reunited with sandy and james (demarco) all is well and i hope i see both very soon. :)
today i did nothing but sat around and read. i went to visit lyd at work and fucked around target for 3 hours. i have decided i like my old store much better. however my new store pays the bills....so i guess i dont have a choice. whatever, come september i may be looking for a new job anyway. i think i might as Dr. stewart for some students, if he knows of any. that would be great.
as of now im sitting talking to gabe and waiting for mom to get ready so we can go shopping. i very often think of him and wish hed just come back here. or never would have moved. lyd was right, and maybe i am kidding myself. but all in good time. i cant do anything about the future. i might as well enjoy what i have in the present. so here is to found memories, and my day dreams ;)
i also decided that if i ever meet sara rizzo i will punch her in the face.
i just want to scream...hello...
my god its been so long, never dreamed you'd return
but now here you are, and here i am
hearts and thoughts they fade...away...